Well, yesterday was day three of what I am now calling The Week. Day two passed much as day one, which I've already blogged about. Day three was different. I started to panic that I was wasting too much time! "You're off for a week," the little voice in my head (one of many) told me. "Why aren't you cleaning the house, doing laundry, getting on top of that to-do list?" I had no answer for the voice. In a way, I wish I would've started The Week with a clean house, laundry all done - so that maybe it wouldn't have been an issue.
Do you ever feel that way? Like you can't get your act (and by "act," I do NOT mean external things) all together unless everything is just so? I honestly used to believe that I couldn't spend time talking to God or reading His word as long as there was dust in the house, or if my bed wasn't made. It was like I thought that the dirt somehow prevented Him from hearing me or even having an audience with me.
Over the years, though - I've learned that God cares little about the dishes piling up in the sink. Today was one of those days. Sitting at His feet, I sense His presence and see His smile through the clouds. Today is a good day.

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